I'd be better if you didn't only call me out of guilt and obligation. I'd be better if you could actually have a candid conversation. Maybe if I weakly allude to it you'll take the initiative and make everything thing better; you're faultless. Your hands are tied, I'm doing the best I can. Security, stability, normalcy. I can't explain why these things will always be unattainable and - I wish you would know me, I wish you'd try to know me.
Track Name: Sprawled Out
It burns, the acid churns with every breath raw sourness leaks out. The muscles spasm and contract, shallow sighs and perpetual restlessness. My cigarette graveyard remains undisturbed. My anxious memories smoked to the filter, buried under moss and dirt. I want to go back and sprawl out, warmed by the unrelenting sun. The heat and pure light. I want to melt into the grass, surrounded by your scent. You walk over me every day, I'll be at peace. I want to go back and sprawl out, warmed by the unrelenting sun.
Track Name: Validation
I feel like my life doesn't matter, I'm incapable of being by myself. The walls narrow, and my eyes are heavy too. I can stare at nothing for hours, I hold my breath for fun. In order to be real I need validation. Do you remember on my birthday when you gave me two hundred dollars and a bracelet you found. It was floating in dead water, thickly coated with algae. The interaction was five minutes long, why would you do that to me? I can stare at nothing for hours, I hold my breath for fun. I hold my breath for fun.